IVHANMUSE™

2007-11-20T21:14:00.000+08:00

I'm sick of blogger. Its not posting up my pictures properly, so i'm done here. Hello xanga!

http://www.xanga.com/thefirstchinese

Yeah yeah i'm the first chinese ever made, that's why the rest look different. My new theory.

2007-11-07T15:34:00.000+08:00

YEAH OKAY I JUST HAD TO SHOW THE WHOLE WORLD MY SUNBURN.

So there you go, now you can laugh. I'm home, feeling all sick and tired. I want to sleep so badly but I can't bring myself to, for some uncanny reason. I've finally got cable at my place, but I'm limited to one-hour-a-day schedule. Which totally sucks, because i love the teevee and one hour a day will NOT, i repeat will NOT work for me. She-devil is going on now, the cynical yet stupidly corny show which is nice to watch when you feel like killing time. D's forcing me to blog but I'm tired. Soon, soon. I'm getting sick of blogging. Honestly its really boring the crap outta me. I may stop blogging soon hahaha, till then Later;

2007-10-31T20:21:00.001+08:00

http://mediaclub.stomp.com.sg/hotstuff/view/page/

OH MY GOD GIVE UP ALREADYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

into the night

2007-10-30T21:25:00.000+08:00

Like a gift from the heavens, it was easy to tell,
It was love from above, that could save me from hell,
She had fire in Her soul it was easy to see,
And the devil himself could be pulled out of me,
There were drums in the air as She started to dance,
Every soul in the room keeping time with their hands,

And We sang.

2007-10-24T18:39:00.000+08:00

I PLEDGE THAT THESE VIDEOS WILL MAKE YOU LAUGH.
please please please please please watch :DD

http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=goodness+gracious+me&search=Search

2007-10-20T11:28:00.000+08:00

Back from OBS, and I resemble a charcoal block. Cept' that my hands have four different tones from kayaking and trekking and what not. Too many sandfly bites on my legs, and now those looks like chickenpox. Sunburnt till no one can touch my hand, I can't even bathe properly. I'm darn bloody tired, so I'll be back soon, promise hahaha. Later;

as absurd as my abc's

2007-10-03T18:32:00.000+08:00

My life is getting mundane-r by the minute. I'm still standing my ground and refusing to study. Finally got sard her gift, I'm glad. Everyone's mugging now. Im'ma get my grey/red/brown/diamond/striped cardigan soon, hopefully cousin ends his papers quick enough so we can go shopping yawww. Mum said I didn't deserve to be wished happy children's day, for i still acted like a BABY.
Hrmphh, I've caught nanny Diaries, and its the SWEETEST movie I've seen in a long time. Scarlett Johansson is smokin' hot in the movie, and chris evans is on par hahaha. Mum had trouble buying tix, for she's not stepped into the Theatre in a loooong time. I love her still (: Got my copter maniac chain, yeah its green. Later;

I still go weak in my knees, at the very sight of You; even Now.

2007-10-01T11:51:00.000+08:00

yeahhhhhhhhhh i want this tee!(: enlarge it to see the words carefully.

Funfair was a letdown, too many pasar-malam(ish) games haha. I had a backache from bending down and picking up balls from the floor. I met a lottt of familiar faces, saw penguin haha, AND MY OTHER HALF :DD who's scary cos' he's exactly like me. Spazzed around with Sard for quite a while. (eh i still have gurleen's pic teehee) More spasm attacks with Tsokool, yes she loves me and she knows it.

Vick kept making me do the ferris wheel thing which i'm sick of already haha. Saw Durian, thanks for talking to me :D and lots of other people. D just slept the whole way through, that lump. Arch got dunked and looked as unglam as hell but continued smiling as though she won some Ms Universe comp hahaha. Spent more time with shobs, camwhored with IanJam, and Junifolks. Vandalised, or rather face painted wy's, archie's, kim's, pra's and my face.

I'm bored now, happy studying everyone else hahaha. SAY CHEESE! :DD

toootsey

2007-09-28T13:04:00.000+08:00

Ahh, staying at home isn't fun at all. Especially when you're constantly sneezing and look as if you've peed in your pants. Not that you're wet all over, no no, just that you're red in the face as if you've been embarrassed. I like getting wet in the rain, but I've got a strong feeling i got a little TOO wet for comfort yesterday. In the morning and in the afternoon and in the evening and at night. I was literaly drenched, and found myself in an air-conditioned place all the time.

I've only sold two funfair tix to my mum, and that's it. I'm not gonna bother about promoting this funfair, cause I think i myself would't enjoy it. Shan't elaborate.

Life's been pretty mundane, but one thing's that now I've got my life on track. Thanks to the support and love I've received from S and D. And my dearest loveeeeeeee Rashvin! ((: (Who never fails to brighten up my weekends with an insult or two hahaha)

I'm hungry. I wanna learn icelandic. And I wanna be a geisha. And I think bus conductors are cool. And that an iPod should be named iPood for the kids. G'day, mate.

i wanna thank you for making me that much stronger

phuck

2007-09-24T17:49:00.000+08:00

I'M BEING A BITCH TO ANYONE AND EVERYONE. AND AS YOU'VE PUT, PLAYING WITH EVERYONE'S FEELINGS. Go on, spew vulgarities at me, I'm getting used to it.

asdfghjkl

2007-09-20T15:09:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhh, EOYs over means it's time for retail therapy. When PL girls go shopping and the rest of the world mug for exams. But you need some moolah to go shopping first. And I'm in serious need of it. Kindly donate to the helpivhanmusefund.

I've been summoned by her majesty to blog. And I'm utterly speechless. I've come to a realisation that typing out gibberish wouldn't bring me far; I won't be meeting LKY or be featured on channelnewsasia or presented an award for being a smart kid. I'll just be known as someone who blogs hahaha. How absolutely normal.

LDarians pls note. Our school's having some corporate vid shoot on tuesday, erm i don't know what that is so yeah, just bring costumes, any kind at all. If you wanna be a pirate bring a vest like thing, if you wanna be a fairy bring wings, if you wanna be a table bring brown paint and varnish, and if you wanna be an idiot bring a tutu and six inch high heels. So there, don't try being a kaypokiah and ask me what a corporate video is cos' I wouldn't answer you haha.

Ahhhh, I'm not T to blog and blog and blog. And he blogs things that ppl bother to read. Here I am, drinking slurpee, sitting with my legs hoisted up, sucking on a lolly and hanging on the phone. And I have absolutely no idea about the PW cyberweek/innovation week project. An entire plan to build a dumb hostel for our ever inventive school. We're already having trouble earning 100, 000 plus for the school funfair, and this is a 30 million buckaroos project. THEY NEED PROFESSIONAL HELP. As said by D ((:

ASDFGHJKL OUT.

ladies. drama, leave it home

2007-08-13T21:58:00.000+08:00

I AM FEELING ANNOYED.
THERE SEEMS TO BE NO WAY OF ME PUTTING UP PICS ALREADY.
SO THERE, EVERYONE CAN START CRYING NOW.

My blog's on the verge of dying. Technically dead. Its in a depressed state for one whose blog was active for a short period of time. I need to learn how to update regularly. Ivhanmuse needs to study. Or else she'll get a zilch like she did for her E Maths test. I GOT A ZEROOOOOOOOOOO. I don't really get much of trig. But on the brighter side i passed A math :DD

I was contemplating recently that there should be an LD camp at the end of the year, some time in November. Probably because next year we sec fours retire early, compared to other CCA's. And due to 2007 being an SYF year, we didn't get to spend much time with the sec ones. And we have yet to bond properly as a whole crew. I'd prefer to call LD a CREW instead of a team or group. So its LD crew ahoy! Theme for the year. Next year's gonna be real exciting, with a brand new theme right before CCA fair, with drama night FINALLY, and a few camps. Only because there are just too many sec twos hahaha. YOU GUYS CAN START PLANNING EARLY :DD Like too many seriously. There seems to only be six LDarians in the sec three 07' batch this year. Compared to the 20 plus sec twos. And almost twenty sec ones. So there, BRIGHT FUTURE FOR LD INDEED (:

School on the other hand, has been highly productive. I'm being positive here. We've managed to cram as many chapters for different subjects as possible. Busy with schoolwork, homework, and the modular workshops. Ivhanmuse needs to find time to study, and not to sleep. She's always sleeping. She managed twelve OVER hours a day during the national day weekend break. Impressive Hurhur. Jamie's birthday tomorrow. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE! LOVE YOU PLENTY CUPCAKER :DD

I'm in a desperate need to buy more teeshirts. As my darling friend had mentioned earlier in her post, I am experiencing a teeshirt shortage crisis. Now those three tops she's mentioned are used when I go to bed. I use the Alcatrez prison tee most of the time. Only that and some other weird brown one. Only two tees in my cupboard. Im'ma poor kid y'know. Lack of money, lack of time, and a horrid sense of dressing. BRILLIANT. Latest discovery would be,

no $$$ + no time + no style = Me.

There, I've blogged. And hopefully this would sustain till the CT's are over. Immediately after that there's EOYs, then a whole load of movies I need to watch. And teeshirts I need to buy. And drumbeats i need to learn.

Here's a sad note: My hair's growing out and I'm not allowed to cut it. So I'm gonna resort back to my ahma hairstyle. WELL DONE YOU HOMOPHRODITE.

2007-08-13T21:01:00.000+08:00

emomo-pard/confidante! <3

heres a couple of stuff You didnt know about Sivhanyaa Kamalanathan! :

1. she cam-whores ALOT.

2. she likes to make random faces and sounds!

3. she runs like the grinch, TRYING to run the Glam-way.

4. her drawings are really cool.

5. bungalicious retard!

6. she only wears 3 shirts, music marathon tee, om shirt, clique jersey.

love You lots moronicmoron!

dont kill me.

weiying INVASION!

irresistable

2007-07-27T22:14:00.000+08:00

UPDATE IVHANMUSE.
Oh i think blogger is being annoying yet again;
it can't post up my pics, and i usually refuse to post without pics. My posts feel naked without pics for some strange reason. SHUT YOUR TRAP ALREADY.
I PROMISE I'LL UPDATE PROPERLY SOON, this has been a useless post, thanks for your attention.

:DD

and i gotta pull myself together

2007-07-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

Hello there World Wide Web. yeah, i'm sorry that i've been away for a long time, i've not made time for you blogger. This post will be short too. The past two weeks were okay-ish. The ACJC DEP showcase was really impressive though. Extremely impressive I should say. Ben and mark and all of those odd fellas can REALLY act. Probably its what DEP can do for you((:

Apart from that, life has been mundane, I've been sleeping through all english lessons. Not only me, I can safely say. Practically the whole class sleeps, like Zzzzz kinda sleep. After that, when we get a break, most of us go to the toilet to sleep. Unless it smells. Never knew english could be THIS boring. Screwed up Bio prac, well its just that i didn't understand anything at all.

Racial harmony Day was fun in its own way. Well, for those who didn't wear any costumes, it wouldn't be as fun. I wore a Yukata, which is a 'casual kimono', but according to some particular teacher in the school, that was what japanese males would wear in the BEDROOM. And thus I was scolded for cross dressing. -_________- For no reason at all. Others were dressed in like teeshirts and shorts and pants and nth related to RHD but weren't caught. Even bones didn't get caught when she wore some white and brown striped GUY SHIRT. I was wearing something that resembled a bathrobe. A BATHROBE HELLO! I enjoyed looking like an idiot anyway. & that's about it for now. Later;

don't gimme this bullshit

2007-07-10T22:10:00.000+08:00

I WANT MY FUTURE ROOM TO LOOK SOMETHING LIKE THAT. SO ALL KIND SOULS OUT THERE, PLEASE BE KINDER THAN USUAL AND HELP ME GET POSTCARDS OF DIFFERENT SORTS, NOT POSTERS PLEASE. you can pass it to me collectively, like ten to fifteen each time, definitely the more the merrier. Thank You people.

Anyway, the week's been going on pretty tiringly. Oh yes, i still have to do my speech in front of the whole school *HOW EMBARRASSING* for racial harmony day. I'm prolly wearing Jamie's golden yellow thing, I'm gonna look like a blackened pear on that day. Make sure you reserve your laughs for me then yeah.

TPJC comp was awesome, I felt really comfortable, cos the audience were nice and comfy. I didn't sit on them or anything, they just made me feel comfortable that's all. And i met the NUS high guy AGAIN. *&$%^#& Forever he comes to win all these kinds of competitions. SMART ASS. Many PESA people were there too, plusplus just to mention Cheryl did a really really good job(:

That's been about it.

PS: All LD people, the ACJC thing this Friday is for you guys, i mean girls to attend cos' there's no LD. Technically its because of that, LD's been cancelled. So yes, i still need you to indicate your names on the sheet i put up, ASAP. Thanks :DD

2007-07-04T20:03:00.000+08:00

OKAY I FEEL LIKE DOING THAT NOW TO GET MY SPEECH OUTTA MY HEAD.

Yeah its over and done with, semi's went pretty okayish for me, definitely better than the last time. I'm actually quite proud of myself haha, for not fainting from stres, or dying of exhaustion from walking in heels. Technically court shoes, i call them Torture Footwear. I'll be in my TF's once again this saturday AND next saturday hohoho. I'll keep this post short, I'm tired.

PS: i was planning to stay up to say 'happy birthday' to someone, but i think i'm failing. *YAWNS*

everytime its right, you bring left back

2007-07-01T13:59:00.000+08:00

A completely eventful week, surprisingly. hahaha, PESA wasn't as bad as i expected it to be, though i screwed up the impromptu by talking about santa claus when i was supposed to talk about the power of love. --"

Then the rest of the week was just like, completely normal, well right before the walk-a-jog i injured my ligament. I don't really get the point of the event, cos no one really jogs apart from the competitors. Well i was strolling for the whole route of 3.5 km, but for a few of us, we ended up walking 7 km cos' we walked all the way back to get to the the bus stop that we couldn't locate.

We were waiting in some bus stop for some weird bus that only comes on Saturdays, and it was friday. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME HOW A BUS CAN ONLY COME ON A SATURDAY! its utter jargon. And we were standing there waiting like complete idiots. Anyway, after that we kept walking and walking and found our way to parkway parade, entered MOS burger. The sec threes filled the place. Then Pra was being unglam and embarrassing herself, but it was cute hahaha. Then we walked around the place for a bit.

Oh yes, when i entered the ladies', i saw that they had a children's cubicle. Being the total Ass that i was, i entered it, though the toilet bowl was so small. After doing what i had to do haha, i got out of the cubicle., and saw some tiny girl waiting outside. Apparently she was banging on the door. So when i came out she asked me, "Do you know this is a kid's toilet?" Yeah okay, how ingenious of me. She made me feel stupid, but she was really tiny. Hahaha, KIDS ((:

THEN on saturday was the st Gabs Kalai Chudar thing, though it was a complete waste of time, it was entertaining in its own way. Like T commenting on all the dramas he couldn't understand, the girls who danced in pants that resembled disco balls, some stupid judge commenting on the students footwear, and K walking in his MACHO style to receive his prize. Thereafter we proceeded to macs for a bite, and saw the guy whose voice sounded like a duck with a sore throat. I would think his mum fed him close to twelve meals a day actually. And he looked older than my father. Gross, but prolly Pra has a thing for the gay fella or the duck guy.

I'm sorry for being mean, but the host school's students are unable to dance to even save their lives. Like, their dance reminded me of a successfully failed attempt to entertain a bunch of people with no sense. An example of one with no sense would be the bald-wig-wearing GOH. Giving a speech in Tamil that no one really bothered listening to. AS USUAL.

Anyway, that's my week for you. And thanks to Arch, Pra, D, Kish, and T for making saturday DEFINITELY more enjoyable ((: And congrats to the PL drama team who won! :DD
& I'M PLANNING TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH 'FONDLE&GANG'.

oh when you smile at me i know exactly what you do

2007-06-23T11:06:00.000+08:00

MY FAMILY'S SERIOUSLY EFFED UP RIGHT NOW. DON'T ASK.

Gawd i'm drained, I haven't slept the whole night even though i wanted to. Kept memorising my speeches like some maniac and i think i almost fainted. Bahhh, thanks M, it really meant a lot that you listened to my ramblings. According to my mum, I'm supposed to be happy cos its my birthday tomorrow, YEAH RIGHT WITH ALL MY HORRID RELATIVES COMING OVER FOR NO APPARENT REASON. My mum's just scheming against me, cos she knows I hate the family and i hate celebrating birthdays. Its known as personal vengeance(?). And my dad is nowhere to be seen. Simply, awesome.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABI AND JUNIPHER!((:

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES AND DREAMS COME TRUE, AND THAT YOU'LL HAVE THE HAPPIEST, HORNIEST, HOKEY-POKEYEST BIRTHDAY EVER; loves

2007-06-21T17:55:00.000+08:00

A completely uneventful week, cept' for the COMPLETION OF MY SPEECH. Yeah, like finally its done. I haven't started hw properly yet. Neither am I planning to. Hahaha, I know now D has a strong desire to murder me hohoho. And though its only a few more days till school reopens, AND AHEMS AHEMS MY BIRTHDAY IN THREELONGDAYS, I miss everyone so so so much. Bahh, I've gotta start memorising a 7 minute speech, complete my hol hw, pack my bag, clean up my SISTER'S room (as my mum calls it), do my chores, blog[DONE!], get the presenters ready for jogathon publicity, catch up on my sleep, read up on ALTRUISM for impromptu round HINTHINT D! And other small knick-knack things.

I'm like, worn out. But DEFINITELY LESS TIRED THAN T, the sleepless one hahaha. Prolly gonna finish up some work tomorrow, eat more, and think about whether i should start working out. Only Think. On the brighter side, I finally have my first pair of Jeans!(: (SURPRISING, COS ALL MY LIFE I WAS WEARING HAND-ME-DOWNS) I Love You Levi's :DD

2007-06-13T19:14:00.000+08:00

Hahaha. okay what a stupid way to start this oh-so-useless post. let's try again.

Hello earthlings. Now, that felt better(:

[this is what happens when you're caged at home for too long w/o enough sleep]

Ah, i think i'm putting on weight at an alarming rate. i downed 2 bags of doritos, one tub of ben and jerry's, all my meals and dessert in just ONE FREAKING DAY. I feel like a lump of lard, seriously. I'm missing sard and everyone whom i haven't seen in a loooooooong time.

My week has been pretty normal. Slumming it out for PESA, okay not exactly but i ought to get started. Mrs B expected to hand in the first draft of my speech last week, and here I am blogging about how I was trying to do it. Failed successfully. WELL DONE SIVHANYAA, THREE THUMBS UP. I've been sleeping late, basically i'm too lazy to sleep. I'm carrying luggages under my eyes now. LUGGAGES PEOPLE. Been rotting my ass away at home. someone crash at my place pleaseeeeeeeee?

2007-06-06T18:58:00.000+08:00

I FEEL ISOLATED.
And I miss You.
I miss You so, so much.

bitter, twisted lies

2007-06-03T17:29:00.000+08:00

I STILL LOVE THIS PIC.
Ahem, back from megacamp & LD camp and i'm still sick as hell. COUGH-Menses from my mouth all over again-COUGH. I was sleepless the whole night. Bleahhhhhhhh. Lack of sleep is getting to me. It was the 1st two days ago. Sigh, memories.
And i dislocated my wrist all over again. Eric, pleaseplease take care yo. ILY!(:
Thanks to all LD-arians for making the camp so memorable for me, and Thanks to group Whatever! who brightened up my life for those few days. & for all those who caught me emo-ing on the 1st of june. Anywayyyyyyy, I'm off for another op soon. And a blood test. And I have a two week MC. Booya. PHUCKMYHEALTH.

i need to start all over, watch my life on rewind.
i miss yousomuch.

2007-05-29T14:34:00.000+08:00

HELLO MY HAPPY PILL:D
Thanks for the stuffs yea,
TRUE CHINESE! Teehee,
The BAMBOO SHOOTS are now hanging outside my door
Feel like some PANDA or sth! Haha
And from today onwards,
I WILL DRINK 99999999 CUPS OF WATER EVERYDAY:D
Hee! Love ya so much yo!
-SUNSHINE:D

2007-05-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

Teehee. Quite a few people have visited S and T's blogs and have been asking me, "Are you bung now?" Its hilarious. I'm not bung material yo. Neither am I bung. Its just cheap thrill, yknow, to be able to walk into a male toilet and not get caught. Its all in the name of Fun. Man, even You think so. Ahhh, i'm not the least bit bothered. But how about discussing how I was your hell someplace other than your tagboard ay.

Sunshine has her chinese o's tomorrow. And her violin exam. Atleast she'll play me the violin someday(: OKAY I'M BEING BIAS NOW. ALL THE SEC FOURS IN SPORE HAVE THEIR MT O'S. But still, sunshine's my one and only sunshine so, ALL THE BEST FOR BOTH EXAMS SUNSHINEY((((: And tsohco

its a wonder

2007-05-24T19:37:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh. The bliss of being able to go back to school and to see my loved ones. Its such a simple, routined action, yet I felt as if I'd lost out on so much when I was homebound. Btw, 'anon', on my tag you wrote i was bragging about my injuries. Now, use your mind for a bit, who wants to BRAG about their injuries?--"

I'm merely stating what's been going on in my life because its MY blog, and for my friends to read and know and not for pathetic losers like you who are too cowardly to even write your i'm-guessing-horrid-name and uses 'eu' instead of 'you' when i know that youu usually don't.

Because from what I know, 'eu' is actually 'euu'. So you don't even know how to act or lie in this matter properly. So yes, do your research first, quit the crap and stop 'ACTING', as you call it :DD
Ahhhhh. I just realised after lunching with Rich and D that i miss spending time with Rich sosososososo muchos. After SIX years of friendships, from all the small riff-raffs to all the bigass hugs, i truly love her to bits and pieces.

'We've been too strong, for too long, and I can't be without you babe. Much loved<3'

hidden emotions

2007-05-20T12:22:00.001+08:00

Yes folks, I'm homebound AGAIN. Now, with a swollen, infected right eye, one of the long-lasting side effects of the op, a partially lost voice, another one of the dumb side effects, blocked ears that go popping at the wrong times, especially when i'm trying to sleep. And the usual joint pains, due to past injuries. I have a sick body. Sicker than that of a drug abuser. The doc thinks I have some kind of disease, but he's not sure what. Haha. Its called 'i-have-a-sick-as-hell-body' disease. I'm going to school tomorrow though, even if my head rolls off my neck or my hip dislocates or whatever.

I seriously miss school. The ugly school and all its attributes and even the cornyness(?) of it all. And all the people there who brighten up my day, and those who make it worse too. Haha, but still, I hafta get outta the house. Serioulsy. I used to think staying at home was fun. Dear Brain, you've got me wrong again.

2007-05-19T10:37:00.001+08:00

So now even you think i'm acting. Ahhh. The irony of it all. I can't keep taking the blame for all that's going on you know. Gimme a break, some time. I'm homebound again. Sick as HELL. Well, you've made it clear that you're done with me, though i'm not. I can't force you into anything you know. Oh well.

I miss school, and everybody. Having a viral infection is not fun at all, lemme repeat, not fun at all. Blood tests suck too. Like, the doc kept piercing me saying he couldn't find some vein or blood vessel or what shit. I MEAN, HOW DIFFICULT IS IT TO FIND A BLOODY SPOT TO PIERCE THE BLOODY NEEDLE IN! Referral(?) Letter to SGH, and still no MC. The doc was like, " I know all you students like to fall sick to get an MC and skip exams right?" +_+ My exams are over dude. And congrats to me for failing. A maths, chem, bio, ss, geog and emaths. Almost failed english. I really need a break from all of the shit. All of it. I'm literally coughing out blood. Lots of it, more than ytd night. Gross.

a million miles away.

2007-05-18T10:21:00.001+08:00

Op's over and done with. That's the first part. Monday's the second part. Everything's swollen now. I've been home for the past three days. With a hacking smoker's cough and flu bug and fever. Some freak viral infection apparently. Bahhhhhhhh. I MISS YOU SUNSHINE(: and thanks to the rest who msged me and everything.

Hey You, take care aite.

the three way road

2007-05-17T10:57:00.000+08:00

IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U
YES OR NO

Had sex: nah
Bought something: yeah
Gotten sick: hell yeah Been hugged: yup
Felt stupid: yes
Missed someone: yeah
Failed a test: lots
Danced: a lottt
Gotten your hair cut: nope

U N I Q U E

Nervous habits: shaking a limb
Are you double jointed: no, though most ppl think I am.
Can you roll your tongue: yep
Can you raise one eyebrow: yeah
Can you cross your eyes: yes
Do you make your bed daily: uh huh
Do you think you are unique: maybe

H A V E - Y O U - E V E R

Said “I Love you”?: yes
Smoked: no
Waited all night for the phone? yeah
Snuck out? nah
Sat and looked at the stars: lots of times

M A N N E R S

Do you swear/curse?: yea
Do you ever spit? No, gross.
You cook your own food? Yes, sometimes
You do your own chores? yes
You like beef jerky? no
You’re happy with your life? sorta, yes la i am((:
You own a dog? No, I’d love to
Do you like to swim? Yea, only in the beach

D O - Y O U - P R E F E R

Flowers or angels? Receiving flowers to be precise
Grey or black?: black
Color or black and white photos? b&w
Lust or love? love
Sunrise or sunset? sunset
M&Ms or Skittles? M&Ms
Staying up late or waking up early? Staying up late
Being hot or cold? cold
Winter or Autumn? autumn
Left or right? right
Having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends? 2 best friends((:
Sunshine or rain? Rain, no thunder please, but i do LOVE sunshine too.

M O R E - H A V E - Y O U - E V E R

Hooked up in the woods? Huh, no
Drank a whole bottle of alcohol by yourself? Yes, small ones only
Hooked up in the shower? No, not planning to
Stolen money from a friend? no
Slept naked? partially
Been in a fist fight? no
Had a crush on a teacher? no
Seen someone die? Yes ):
Been on an airplane? yea
Slept all day? Uh huh
Missed someone so much it hurt? Hmm, yeah
Fallen asleep during school? Everyday ritual
Cheated in a game? Haha monopoly
Been to the ER? yea
Been in a car accident? Thank god no
Had detention? no
Cried yourself to sleep? yea
Sung in the shower? sometimes
Kissed a complete stranger? no
Laughed so hard you cried? yeah

W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R?

Pierce your nose or tongue? TONGUETONGUETONGUETONGUE((:
Be serious or be funny? funny
Drink whole or skim milk? skim
Die in a fire or drown? I wanna die laughing
Spend time with your parents or enemies? Parents are the new Love.

A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y !!

Do you like anyone? Ahems, sunshine!
Do they know it? *coughsunshinecough* haha

O T H E R

Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl What’s your favorite non-alcohalic drink? Water, lots of it.

Boredom kills the dogs.

no qualms today

2007-05-17T09:31:00.000+08:00

I've been home for the past two days. Ahhh. Sick little piece of shit. And I'm going for an op today. At three. With some freak specialist. But still, Ouch. My body hurts now. From lack of exercise and just lazing like a pig. And from lack of food. I should be going to school tomorrow hopefully. HOPEFULLY. There's still LD camp to plan for. Whoopeedooo :DD

reality

2007-05-12T18:38:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh. I'm bored, and now everything I spoke about with S during camp has come to light. Its all over. The anguish, irony, tiredness. OVER(: No more explanations on my side. I'm done. Thanks S, you're much loved.

Thanks for the memories.

contradictions

2007-05-12T10:49:00.000+08:00

I feel like I'm all alone

All by myself I need to get around this

My words are cold

I don't want them to hurt You

If i show You

I don't think You'd understand.

Avril Lavigne has some niceeee lyrics. Ah, anyway. Made a visit to the hospital. And got my X-rays done. And its a confirmed wrist dislocation. I'm in a cast-like bandage now. Haha. YES SARDINE YOU'RE SO CLEVER WHEN YOU TOLD ME TO STOP MOVING MY HAND IN CAMP. And vickoo diarrhoea, i need your 'magical touch' to make my hand better, hohoho. Fat fingers are getting fatter now.

"Sometimes I get so fed up that,I just want to walk away from You."

Go on.

flames to dust, what's next again?

2007-05-11T14:28:00.000+08:00

I'm back from camp! AND IT WAS AWESOME FUN, though it rained heavily on the first day. I'm darn lazy to elaborate la. Haha. Fat fingers need a rest today. And I've a funny feeling something terrible is gonna happen. Like something really bad, but whatever it is, i'll take it as it is.

You know, You're making me feel like absolute crap. Absolute, pathetic crap.

iGod

2007-05-04T21:06:00.000+08:00

Me: Yo bro.
God:Can we get back to business?
Me: When were we even doing business?
God:It was back in the old days, long ago.
Me: How old are you?
God:I am the product of over five years' research.
Me: Whoa. Not too old i guess.
God:I stopped. Oh I get it.
Me: what do you get?
God:I understand your meaning.
Me: Huh.
God:What?
Me: You suck.
God:A few client - people say rude things to me like that, but they themselves are often not great conversationalists.
Me: marvellous, a show off.
God:Who is your favorite Science Fiction author?
Me: i hate science fiction.
God:What kind of genre do you like?
Me: R&B, and jazz and stuff.
God:I really couldn't say for sure.
Me: ?
God:I really couldn't say for sure.
Me: You?
God:" I really couldn't say for sure."?
Me: Oh.
God:Aw.
Me: What now?
God:Right now? No problem.
Me: You're so screwed.
God:Thanks for telling me that I am screwed.
Me: Most welcome.
God:Hello there But not all of them?
Me: What are you talking about?
God:The topic is marvellous a show off.
Me: Huh.
God:What?
Me: You suck.
God:A few client - people say rude things to me like that, but they themselves are often not great conversationalists.
Me: Again.
God:" What?" .
Me: there you go again.
God:Once more? "There you go again."--Reagan.
Me: you're so annoying.
God:I am sorry, , I didn't mean to annoy you.
Me: well you are.
God:How about that. No I am not.
Me: yes you are goofball.
God:I see. You think I am goofball.
Me: Absolutely.
God:You are so certain.
Me: else can you be?
God:Are you still located in ?
Me: where?
God:Where would you like?
Me: huh.
God:What?
Me: eeeee.
God:I don't have an answer for you.
Me: i don't even wanna talk to you.
God:Sayonara.
Me: adios amigo.
God:Adios.
Me: Copycat.
God: Copydog.
Me: How original.

GOD APOLOGISED TO ME!((:
okay this thing is super fun to do. its like, talking to God. An iGod to be precise. its real addictive. hey vickooo diarrhoea, you may need this to destress!

Talk to iGod.
http://www.titane.ca/concordia/dfar251/igod/main.html

three doors down

2007-05-01T16:39:00.000+08:00

OMG. Like after eons, here I am giving these fat fingers of mine an exercise. I should cultivate a healthier habit of blogging more often. But thanks to my screwed up computer system, it just fails to happen.

So, kaleidoscope was a blast. The afternoon show was quite bleah because it was so unprofessional and the curtains weren't working *coughmoredonationsneededcough*. And I was actually stoning at times on stage itself. Now, the Night show on the other hand was the best I've ever put up, better than the SYF performance as well. Considering the fact that I was finally noticed for something apart from my 'dislocated' elbow spinning thing, as one parent called it. And someone's grandma thinks I'm cool. Goes to show that FerrisWheel Man does appeal to the masses :DD

And here's a big shoutout, okay I sound like carrie chong, to all the great people involved in SYF. THANKS TO ALL WHO HELPED US IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER(:

Rachel Lim, I know you love me now. & so does victoria. Yes vic, I love you too [: & for those who gave me flowers. & teddy bears. & hugs. NOT FOR BIGBIRD WHO COMMENTED THAT I LOOKED HORRIBLE. BAD BIRDIE. She wasn't the best looker there either. Hrmph.

the rekindled flame's burning brightly now

2007-04-18T19:55:00.000+08:00

Everything's back to normal. More normal than before. Except that I missed the earlier part of school in the morning because of a visit to the hospital. Joint problems working up again, as usual. There's an appointment tomorrow after A Math test. I think its gonna be a surgery in the next month or so. Bahhh.

On the 'brighter' side, there'a a farewell for J this Friday. A slightly rushed event I think. We wanted to do her the SYF remake but there's absolutely no time. I still have no idea what we're gonna do.

Please buy tix for kaleidescope! Night show tix sold out, matinee show tix still available while stocks last(:

You and me together,

make

magic.

& they never told me this would happen

2007-04-14T19:11:00.000+08:00

So, the week has ben progressing really quickly. Like, SYF, Sports Day, TL comp, all ended real quick. The TL drama ppl and song ppl did REALLYWEALLY well. I'm so proud of you guys(:

And did I mention that I've officially adopted BB1 and BB2?

My personal song systems<3

there used to be a place

where we ran away to hide

SYF aftermath

2007-04-12T19:41:00.000+08:00

SYF CAST MEMBERS<333 Look for someone, second from right. the handsome 'guy' with a goatee. Now, she's the loveeeeeeeeeee. Sports Day is over too. That's almost the end. Emceeing was stressful, annoying and fun all at the same time. And that's a huge burden off my back. Daddy danced reallyyyyyyyyyyyyy well! I'm so proud of Daddy Dearest!((:

all i've been thinking about is,
You.

am i worth Your tears?

2007-04-10T16:45:00.000+08:00

SYF IS OFFICIALLY OVER.

And the strange thing is, that i'm kinda sad. I never expected to be, cos I always wanted more time do do my own things, but now I see that I won't know how to spend my time anymore. No more going out, basically cos' there's no one to go out with, no more hanging around in school for long hours, no more gruelling SYF practices, Rawr. I'm sad now. I need to catch up on my studies, considering how I've failed three subjects last term. Label me Stupid, yes its okay.

And now I'm feeling down for some strange reason, Someone please make my day?

and You're right,

its real hard to get You outta my system.

ghost of a faded illusion

2007-04-08T14:50:00.000+08:00

Call me fickle, but I've decided to move back here. There's too many memories I can't let go of.
Ahhhh, the comfort of being somewhere safe and known. Wordpress was really annoying to use. I've lost all hope there. It's here now(:

masked emotions
cos we've been too strong, for too long